| A little more than a week left and I still haven't come to terms... |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|10:47 pm] |
So I am leaving the country in a little more than a week and I still have mot come to terms with that fact. Although I am proud of taking a step in the righ direction of overcoming my state of denial by my lat week's purchase of luggage. I hope it hits me soon, but with the rate I am going I will be in Poland by the time that I understand that I am going on a trip of a lifetime.
It has been a boring past few weeks here in the ville, but I spent my first weekend here in 3 months. I have been to Orlando, St. Pete, Melbourne, Daytona, Ft. Lauderdale; a never ending chain of driving, but I need to get in all os the parental time that I can before I leave for the next two and a half months. It was nice to bw able to sit at home and lay by the pool and sleep (aka do absolutely nothing). I hung out with Spector and she told me tales of how Kelly and Christie are talking shit about me to Amy and making the poor little girl even more paranoid than she already is. Fun stuff.
So my Star Wars count is up to 3. 3 action packed viewings of Anakin Skywalker turning to the Dark Side while looking absolutely amazing in the process. The acting in those movies may be awful, but Hayden Christansen can prance around without a shirt on for hours and I would sit spellbound the entire time. Wow that boy can do absolutely no wrong.
My sister and I aren't exactly getting along at the moment due to the fact she is acting like a complete idiot and not thinking about the future and pretty much not thinking at all. Mom thinks that her plan was to trap Clint into living with her, whatev. I am getting sick of stressing over her problems all of the time, but i can't help it because she is my sister and I love her and I worry abou the welfare of that poor baby.
Anyway I am tired so I am going to bed, hopefully I will remember to write more later. |
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| The U.S. State Department just avoided a serious beat down! |
[May. 9th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
So my passport FINALLY came in!! I was seriously freaking out, if it didnt come soon I was going to be out some serious luck. But since it took so long, I have to pay an additional $75 for my russian VISA. I should have just payed the $60 to get the faster passport service and then I wouldn't have had all of this extra stress. Oh well, hind sight is 20/20. Now all I have left to do for my trip is to get my medical forms filled out, send in my visa paperwork, mail a whole bunch of stuff, blah, blah, blah!
Well work was boring as usual. But I went out to dinner wiht Katie and Allison to Conestogas, mmmmmmmmm meatloaf!!! Good converstion was had, great food was eaten, and candy cigarettes were "smoked". Although it turns out the some how Christie found out about my crush so that means that everony in the world is going to know soon. Not to mention their new roommate will probably find out soon, which will make things really awkward. Oh well at least my trip will start soon and i won't have to deal with anything like this for a long time. Maybe I will get over my crush completely while I am gone, out of sight out of mind.
Mother's day at home was fun. I got a chance to go to the beach for a few days and see mom and Granny. The beach was beautiful as usual, and I got a pretty good tan while I was there. But I had to miss Wade's party while I was there, I will have to see if there is another weekend I can come down and visit before I leave, that way I can see Elana too. I really want to get closer with Wade and the Parton's beafore I decide whether or not to run for Governor.
Oh by the way, the chalk board wall is done and ready to roll, and it looks GLORIOUS! Nicole and I have already covered it completely with stuff including stupid quotes and cute little hearts. I bought a huge ass tub of chalk got writting!!!
I have decided that my heart can't take much more of these shocks it keeps getting. Erin Howard's new lifestyle and job as a PSO. Kenny Chesney getting married to Renee Zellweger. My sister telling me that the JK Rowlings is going to kill off Harry at the end of book 7 so she doesn't have to write anymore!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! What is this world coming to? |
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| The weekend!! |
[May. 7th, 2005|12:38 am] |
So the weekend is finally here. I seriously needed a break from the lab and to get some sleep. Espically after last nights' events. Kenny in Tallahassee was amazing as always! The trip was so much fun, even if I am not the biggest fan of driving all of the time, espically in Tallahassee.
I still have to wait two more days before I can draw on the chalkboard wall. BOO!
Mom is making me come home for the weekend for mother's day. I must abide for fear of being disowned. :) I was supposed to go to South Florida and hang out with CKI folks, but mom comes first. And of course the promise of beach time doesnt hurt.
I would write more but I am tired and want to go to bed, will try and write more later. MWA! |
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| Well, here it is, my journal |
[May. 2nd, 2005|11:18 pm] |
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So I haven't had a journal/diray since the second grade, and even back then I only did it because it was the cool thinkg to do and I only ended up putting in like five entries before I got sick of it and or forgot about it. It's been too long to remeber how to start one of these, but let's try this.
Dear Diary,
I almost forgot how much I hated doing real work. I hate 8 hour days, that is why I am going to have to marry rich. But I may be mistaken on the dream of marrying Prince Harry may be a bit of a stretch. But there is always Charles Bentley. Man that boy turned out to be a serious hottie, too bad he had his little fan club (cough cough Ana cough) was around him the whole weekend, not to mention the whole going to school in Washington D.C. thing. I am seriously begining to think that I am ment to be alone forever and that no one will EVER look at me in the girlfriend way. I just dont think god created me as the type of person that someone could fall madly in love with, it seems that I am just made to be the friend who is there for everyone to sound off on and make them feel better about themselves. I think I will be the oldest non-catholic member of the v-club pretty soon. Everyone always tells me to be patient and that someone will come along, but I am begining to think that is serious bullshit, eh I'm sure I will eventually come to terms with it.
A major flaw in love search is that I seem to go for guys who are unavailable to me. Fon instance, the boy who has the girlfriend who has 2 personalities, either she is a total rainvg bitch or as dull as wallpaper. What can you do though, you can't pick who you love. Maybe I will meet someone on my trip this summer, find me a nice rich English boy who will fall madly in love with me and will wait for me until I am ready for a realtionship and then move here to America for me and pay for me to go to any law school i want to. Wishful thinking, I know.
Oh well, that is enough pity partying for tonight, time for bed where I can dream about the men who don't want me or I can never have. :) |
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